My life : One Step at a time

Harman  The doctors have been inside for a while, but no one has updated us yet. When I was little my mom always  said when ever things go wrong think happy thoughts till the time there is no room for anything bad, but take it from me it is easier said than done. Emma’s mom is going to be here any time soon, her flight landed a while back and every time the phone rings it gets harder for me to put on an optimistic voice for her. This whole accident has made me realise a lot of things for one Emma is way more important to me than I had ever imagined, sad it took me so long. This whole time having Ryan here with me seeing how worried he is for Emma makes me think may be he is Emma’s “Flower Pot” guy, Emma never liked when someone gifted her flowers she always said that when she meets the man of her dream he will know not to ever get her flowers instead getting her a flower pot, if they ever end up dating I will let Ryan in on the secret and he could impress Emma by being her “Flower

 It is said that the ‘what if’ are the ones that always haunt you at the end of the day. It was no different with Ryan and Harman today while waiting outside the ER. “what if I had gone to pick her up?” “what if I had gone straight from the airport to her?” “what if I had told her that I am in love with her” Ryan was having a hard time blocking these ‘what if’ out of his head. It was nothing different with Harman all he could think of his last phone conversation with Emma and about all the things he could have told her. The whole night they sat outside the ER watching doctors go in and out of the room but no one had any answers for them.  “I can’t take this anymore, I need to know what is going on” saying this Harman walked towards the doctor who came out of the room. “How is Emma doing now doctor?”  “There hasn't been any improvement in her condition yet sadly, but she is still stable which is a good sign. Her organs are responding well we are just waiting for her to attain co